I Hope You Know your Letting Go

So Throw it away and forget today
If it can't be the same yesterday
For all the times you walked away
For all the times you had nothing to say
When you knew this was all for you
Waiting expectantly was I
As time passes by
I can't wait anymore
But neither can I forget

Letting you go is the only way of keeping you alive!!!!
Please don't break your wings
And never forget how to fly
It's funny how we live for love
Only to let it die
We saw the sunset in the corner of the sky
With its rays reflecting in our eyes
So warm and so hot but that to soon died

I came back to the place where
You took my hand
And started drawing hearts with my fingers in the sand
You took my hand and wrote my name next to yours
That's all gone now; I think it died along with my heart

You've made me loose, you've made me win
You've washed me away and you have made me stay
On the verge of breaking, will you see me mend?
Ill smile
And maybe one day we can be friends

On that day Ill be with you

As water falls from the sky
I run outside
And point my head towards the sky
Rain fills my eyes as my tears hit the ground
It’s now that I realize that pretending is sometimes best
You close your eyes so easily.
As you walk away I turn around
Waiting for you to take one last look
You never did
Was I that easy to forget?
Is this what it’s come to?
You burying me next to your ex boyfriends tomb

When you were near
The sky was always clear
And I can’t remember a day
When I cried for the rain to fill my eyes
You showed me a place were
The summers were never ending
We walked across vertical lines
Leading to outstretched arms
That pulled the setting sun beneath the clouds for all to see

Now that you’re gone I walk round and round in circles
Forgetting which way to go
Ill throw my hands into the air and let this love go
It’ll only be one lifetime before we find our way home
One day ill die
And so will you
And on that day ill be with you

Under your starlit sky

Under your starlit sky
I stand alone
Looking up at the heavens
I wait for you to answer me
The stars look like holes punched
Into a black canvas that is the sky
It’s beautiful like you
Tonight won’t end unless you let it
And this pain won’t leave unless you take it

Father
It takes all that I am to believe
And how you have made believing easy over time
If I put this fragile heart into the creators hands
Will you make me? Will you mold me?
Time hurts most when these moments play over and over
These Feelings are the knives that confuse then kill this heart
I am frustrated, uneasy and tired of trying on my own
Is this you saving me?
Or is this me hurting myself?
On my knees and with hands held high
I’ll scream at the sky
Ill wait here till morning if it means meeting with you
I am ready to take one step if you’ll take two

Searching through the light
This book becomes life
Its pages illuminate the narrow path beneath my feet
It’s here that we meet
It’s here that I see the map of my life in your eyes
It’s at this moment that things seem so simple
I am scared to move if you don’t move me
I am scared of the things I can’t erase
And in this place
While I am without you I’ll die
Under your starlit sky